Saturday 19 March 2011
Seriously...
Why don't you just write my name on your facebook status? If was obvious that it was about me! Fuck man, I don't even know who you are anymore hey...
Friday 18 March 2011
Hmm.
Well, I honestly don't know how i am feeling right now hey. I just feel kind of down and upset. I don't know why though. before I was happy and full of engery. I think it might be from a message I got tonight... I'm not sure...
Do you ever just have those nights where you can't be bothered with anything, or anyone? Well yeah this is one of those nights... I guess that I have been REALLY confused lately. Like i mean REALLY confused.
You see, I have this friend right, lets call her Jane. Jane and I were best friends, but Jane is older then me. We went to the same school until recently. Since then, well maybe before before Jane moved schools, we have hardly ever spoken. To be honest it actually is really getting to me and it is kind of hurting me hey. Like how can you just STOP talking to your best friend that you have been friends with for ages. Like yes I understand that she is older then me, but so are a lot of my friends! I understand that she might be hanging around with her friends from school more but that is still no reason of why she should stop talking to me.
The problem is, that if I try to talk to her about why we have not been talking she will say 'Well you never make the effort to talk to me.' That is untrue. I send you text messages, I write on your wall on facebook, and guess what. YOU NEVER REPLY! So please, don't make me the blame for this, because I have done nothing wrong. I honestly don't even know if you would even still call me your best friend. Would you? Would you still even call me your friend for a matter. I feel like the only time you reply to my messages or text me, is when you want something. You know, it can be really annoying. I hate being used. And by you doing that, well yeah... that's using me.
On another note, I really don't know who I can handle to be around with anymore either. At school, every body seems to just annoy me so much! I don't know what it is, but they just do! Lets call the next person Kate. Okay, so at school I really hate it how Kate can like push you around and 'pull your skirt up'. I have asked SO MANY times that I can actually not count for Kate to stop. Kate says she would, but she never does. This really, really, pisses me off. Also with Kate if she does something to you, and you do it back to her, its not okay, and you're not allowed. For example, say Kate draws on you and you ask her to stop, she will keep doing it. So then you decided to do exactly what she is doing to you, to her. So you grab the pen and start to draw on her arm...
'NO DON'T!' She would say. 'Mum will kill me!'
Haha, yeah and you don't think that my mum is exactly the same. I guess it is pretty selfish.
I'm not writing to "bitch" about anyone, its just my thoughts and opinions and how I am feeling right now. And at this very moment, this just happens to be it.
Do you ever just have those nights where you can't be bothered with anything, or anyone? Well yeah this is one of those nights... I guess that I have been REALLY confused lately. Like i mean REALLY confused.
You see, I have this friend right, lets call her Jane. Jane and I were best friends, but Jane is older then me. We went to the same school until recently. Since then, well maybe before before Jane moved schools, we have hardly ever spoken. To be honest it actually is really getting to me and it is kind of hurting me hey. Like how can you just STOP talking to your best friend that you have been friends with for ages. Like yes I understand that she is older then me, but so are a lot of my friends! I understand that she might be hanging around with her friends from school more but that is still no reason of why she should stop talking to me.
The problem is, that if I try to talk to her about why we have not been talking she will say 'Well you never make the effort to talk to me.' That is untrue. I send you text messages, I write on your wall on facebook, and guess what. YOU NEVER REPLY! So please, don't make me the blame for this, because I have done nothing wrong. I honestly don't even know if you would even still call me your best friend. Would you? Would you still even call me your friend for a matter. I feel like the only time you reply to my messages or text me, is when you want something. You know, it can be really annoying. I hate being used. And by you doing that, well yeah... that's using me.
On another note, I really don't know who I can handle to be around with anymore either. At school, every body seems to just annoy me so much! I don't know what it is, but they just do! Lets call the next person Kate. Okay, so at school I really hate it how Kate can like push you around and 'pull your skirt up'. I have asked SO MANY times that I can actually not count for Kate to stop. Kate says she would, but she never does. This really, really, pisses me off. Also with Kate if she does something to you, and you do it back to her, its not okay, and you're not allowed. For example, say Kate draws on you and you ask her to stop, she will keep doing it. So then you decided to do exactly what she is doing to you, to her. So you grab the pen and start to draw on her arm...
'NO DON'T!' She would say. 'Mum will kill me!'
Haha, yeah and you don't think that my mum is exactly the same. I guess it is pretty selfish.
I'm not writing to "bitch" about anyone, its just my thoughts and opinions and how I am feeling right now. And at this very moment, this just happens to be it.
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